This is the end and Im sad. I loved being a part of such an amazing team of people who have given so much of themselves for the betterment of all of us. I have learned so much from all of you. I can’t say enough about the MKMMA. It has taught me to be more patient, give more of myself unselfishly, and let things go. Ive learned how to listen to myself and others without giving so much of how I feel about things… right or wrong. I have learned how to forgive myself and others.. Its amazing how many everyday things we hold on to with ill feelings and refuse to feel peace about them. WHY?? Who knows.. I guess its the protection mechanism that kicks in because we have been all hurt by people. Its ok now. And Im feeling so free! I am never going back to the old blue print. I will continue to take one step at a time doing what I feel will change many lives. More of my DMP is coming to fruition and I cant be happier because of all of the work in writing it and perfecting it, and reading it, and feeling it, and seeing it… did I mention feeling it? It just proves that I am right were I am supposed to be in the wonderful complex world. And even though this world without seems crazy at times, my world within is, for the most part, at peace and harmony.
Week 23 says ‘Attention develops concentration, and concentration develops Spiritual Power, and Spiritual Power is the mightiest force in exsistance …’
‘It is inevitable that the entertainment of positive, constructive and unselfish thoughts should have a far-reaching effect for good.’
So my new flash cards are made the day of the webinar.. during the webinar to start.. and I have read them and struggled with them every day! But on a good note, what an eye opening experience for me to learn another valueable lesson about who I am. I am always having to defend my ‘opinion’ and defend everything I do that someone questions.. and being free from that has been so liberating! I can’t even understand why we hold on to garbage.. Its all fear based and I have struggled with opposition from work, and things going on at home, and instead of defending myself, and trying to make a point. I go into my room, and pray. I go into my room and realize, and accept the feelings that I am selfishly hanging onto and I imagine myself letting them go. Its working and Im loving the fact that Im less stressed because of it. I AM natures greatest miracle.
I have realized over the past 22 weeks that if I have a PMA and strive everyday for greatness then everything I want in life will happen. And more recently, I have discovered that seemingly with little effort these things will come to pass and the Universe will move things in my favor… so.. here I go, continuing my Hero’s Journey to weight loss, daily workouts, more money, my dream home, helping feed the hungry here and abroad, and helping bring others to their bliss so that we can all live the lives we were meant to live.
This song resenates with me and I listen to it often.. especially when I am working out… and it makes me want to move faster and push harder. Peace be your journey and mine.
I am learning to be the change that I need myself to be if I want my new reality to take full form. Its in giving and growing that helps me to know that even though I give without reciprocity or expectation, the Universal Law never fails and my good will go unnoticed by my Higher God. I have come to the realization in reading the GS that I am a miracle and that I can choose new things for myself. Its hasn’t been easy..
I am starting a cleanse next week and am excited to be changing the way I see my physical body. I look in the mirror and see a girl that wants to please, wants to love to the ends of the earth, and wants to give so much! But I think ( no, I know ) that my outward appearance has held me back from truly being that person I feel I am. If I can imagine it I can be it.. I know this is true, its the struggle of what I see vs. what I know on the inside that is difficult for me. I know from week 21 that ‘ The real secret of power is consciousness of power.’ My sits fail sometimes. Life gets by me and my to do list seems to get longer and longer. Its up to me, to do the work because knowledge will not apply itself!
My youngest daughter went to live with her father. What was supposed to be a school year has turned into 3. Circumstances beyond my control, working very late and not having anyone home with her in the afternoon/ evening, among other things have left me empty without her. And so it goes.. I am regretful and trying to move past what is yesterday for it serves me no longer. ‘ Can I relive the errors of yesterday and right them? Can I call back yesterdays wounds and make them whole? ‘ And now my precious child of 14 (on the right) is quite settled living with daddy and Grama and Grampa. ” There” has become home.. But all is not lost because the love we share and the bond that only a mother and daughter can experience is still ever present. She loves her mama with every fiber of her being.
Now … the sit. Now the manifestation, and always, the prayer to get her home where she truely belongs. She needs her mama and if you knew the conditions under which she’s living you may ( or may not agree ). But she is safe. The only thing that truly matters is that I sit sit sit .. as often and as intense as I know how. June is the end of the school year and she insists on staying and loving me as is: through FaceTime, text, talk and long summer visits. Its not enough and she, at 14 cannot see it. I will live this day as if it is my last.. and I will sit and meditate and in my mind eliminate all of the imperfections of this very imperfect situation and cause her to return willingly. I believe that God is in me and with me and lives all around me always, and knowing this, I press forward. Anyone that takes the time to read this? I ask a favor.. that love and prayers come my way in this situation for it lays heavy on my heart at the present time. I know that all things are possible.. and I will make it so.
Human knowledge and human power meet in one; for where the cause is not known the effect cannot be produced. Nature to be commanded must be obeyed..
The only thing I can think to write about, finally after much thought, is how I really am a miracle. Once I stop and think about what the Fab Dav, Trish and Mark talked about life not being a struggle.. but a WIGGLE! What a great concept! I am moving towards my new reality every day! We don’t have to struggle if we are doing the things that make us happy by way of thinking of who we really are.. all of us are MIRACLES! And the best part is that in recognizing this, we believe it which brings us more miracles. Ok, Im blown by this.. it makes so much sense me and the weeks just flow together and fit like a puzzle.
Everytime we observe silently and be the enthusiastic observer and think of ourselves as a miracle of infinite power we will truly believe what Jesus told us: we will do greater miracles than He did. We become so aware of what and who we are and for me, that makes so grateful. It gives me a sense of overwhelming love! The love I feel gives me freedom from all of the stuff that is going on around me.
The men that gave their lives for their faith appear to have been miracles for their beliefs. They demonstrated selfless acts to let others know how strongly they felt about what they believed in.. God. I want to be that person that lets go of my good… for my greater good! I shall start today. I have already started looking at ways to give back in my community. I know that the little bit I do will be so rewarding to me because it will bless others. And for me, thats what life and love is all about.
“In order to grow we must obtain what is necessary for our growth. This is brought about through the law of attraction…” You know, I loved this week. It didnt take me long to feel the power, personally in my own life. I have been falling short as others do, at this point of the Master Keys but I manage to read my DMP daily, and sometimes more than once. What I discovered today while masterminding with my dear friend, is that 2 things that I didnt realize, have already manifested themselves in my life! And my PPN’s are perfectly correct as well! I am the one who told my guide last week that nothing on my DMP has happened yet. I was told to ‘give it more gusto!’ And Guys, I am not kidding, it worked! I believed it, and I made sure I felt excited or happy, etc. Now I cant help but think that my enthusiasm has not only manifested my new reality, it showed it to me today in a very powerful way. The PPN’s are totally happening for me and Im so excited I could scream, and the 2 things on my DMP are there, but are in the beginning stages of coming to fruition. I am overwhelmed at how my life has taken a turn for the better.
My boyfriend and I had a small disagreement earlier, and my normal reaction was so different today than it was this past summer. I know that this is the beginning of an amazing life, full of love peace kindness & gratuity! All of the things Jesus speaks of through His word is what we learned as children by parents and school. And somewhere along the way, I lost alot of it, Bitter divorce and wrong turns left me a shell of a woman that I didnt like. Now I am rediscovering MaryAnn and I really do like her new look! This gal in the glass has shocked herself and Im just beginning!
5. The whole world is on the eye of a new consciousness, and new power, and a new realization within the self.
And that sums it all up for me. And with our help and giving, we can see others, 3000 others, experience this rebirth and ultimate essence of a changed world within. I think we all owe it to ourselves and our fellow man whom we are learning to love, to have this opportunity as we had. What a wonderfull world it would be if we can all feel this way.
What a journey! I have started this week being a home care provider for an elderly man that has very little mobility. I know that this week is a vital part of my new beginning in the home health care field. Although this man has very little to say, he looks at me with lost kind eyes. It makes me feel very satisfied at the end of my day knowing I was able to be kind to someone that depends on me. It takes a certain person to be able to care for someone in such a personal way and I know that this journey is just on time. Giving without reciprocity is part of my DMP and it has come to fruition. I love Haanel’s words when he says ‘If you concentrate on some matter of importance, the intuitive power will be set in operation, and help will come in the nature of information which will lead to success.’ What could be better than that?!